Charles Aznavour: Hier Encore
“Hier Encore” is a lament for wasted youth. The simple, two-word title must have occasioned considerable thought in the choice and sequence of words. The literal translation is “Yesterday Again” but it is commonly translated as: “Just Yesterday,” “Only Yesterday,” or “Not So Long Ago.” The English language version covered by many artists, “Yesterday When I Was Young,” stretched the meaning even further but neatly sidesteps the ambiguity of the French title. None of these is completely satisfactory to express the “meaning” of the song. This may be appropriate since great poetry stimulates multiple interpretations.
The French word “encore” normally means “again,” “more” or “still.” In a theatrical context, audiences shout “encore” for “again” or “more.” Aznavour's song, however, is not asking for “more.” On the contrary, it laments the lingering and immutable quality of a past that is done but not finished since it comprises decisions that still haunt the present and will continue to do so into the future. The placement of the words in the title also affects their meaning. “Hier Encore” strongly implies “Yesterday Still” while “Encore Hier” would emphasize “Again/More Yesterday.” The title also carries a sardonic quality because the text makes clear that the speaker is of a “certain age” and his twenties were not “only” or “just” yesterday but quite some time ago and those years were wasted in youthful misadventures. There’s no going back, there’s little time left, and yesterday is done but its consequences and regrets linger. The translation "Only Yesterday" seems to capture all of these diverse but complementary sentiments.
Hier encore
J’avais vingt ans,
Je caressais le temps
Et jouais de la vie
Comme on joue de l’amour,
Et je vivais la nuit
Sans compter sur mes jours
Qui fuyaient dans le temps.
J’ai fait tant de projets
Qui sont restés en l’air,
J’ai fondé tant d’espoirs
Qui se sont envolés,
Que je reste perdu,
Ne sachant où aller,
Les yeux cherchant le ciel,
Mais le cœur mis en terre.
Hier encore
J’avais vingt ans
Je gaspillais le temps
En croyant l’arrêter
Et pour le retenir
Même le devancer
Je n’ai fait que courir
Et me suis essoufflé.
Ignorant le passé,
Conjuguant au futur,
Je précédais de moi
Toute conversation
Et donnais mon avis
Que je voulais le bon
Pour critiquer le monde
Avec désinvolture.
Hier encore
J’avais vingt ans
Mais j’ai perdu mon temps
À faire des folies
Qui ne me laissent au fond
Rien de vraiment précis
Que quelques rides au front
Et la peur de l’ennui
Car mes amours sont mortes
Avant que d’exister
Mes amis sont partis
Et ne reviendront pas
Par ma faute j’ai fait
Le vide autour de moi
Et j’ai gâché ma vie
Et mes jeunes années
Du meilleur et du pire
En jetant le meilleur
J’ai figé mes sourires
Et j’ai glacé mes pleurs
Où sont-ils à présent ?
À présent, mes vingt ans ?
Only yesterday
I was twenty years old.
I enjoyed time
I played with life
Like we play with love.
And I lived nights
Without counting my days
That faded in time.
I made so many plans
That remained in thin air.
I had so many hopes
That flew away.
So I remain lost
Not knowing where to go
Eyes scanning the sky
But heart fallen to earth.
Only yesterday
I was twenty years old
I wasted time
Thinking to stop it
And to hold it back
Or even get ahead of it
I did nothing but run
And ran out of breath
Ignoring the past,
Thinking about the future,
I jumped ahead in
Every conversation.
And I spoke my mind
How I wanted to do good
By criticizing the world
Casually.
Only yesterday
I was twenty years old.
But I wasted my time
Doing foolish things
That basically left me
Nothing really specific
Except wrinkles on my brow
And fear of boredom.
Because my romances died
Before even existing.
My friends have gone
And will never return.
It’s my fault--I’ve created a void
Around myself.
I’ve wasted my life
And my youthful years.
From the best and the worst
While throwing away the best.
I fixed my smiles
And I froze my tears.
Where are they now?
Now--my twenty years?
Yesterday When I Was Young
Kretzmer's lyrics for Aznavour's song differ from the French original but are faithful to its spirit and represent an outstanding interpretation. Aznavour himself once commented that it was even more poetic than the original. The two versions are remarkably isometric in poetic structure, each with 7 stanzas of 7 or 8 lines. Curiously, the French version proceeds at a more rapid pace and feels rushed, clocking only 2m22s compared with the more leisurely pace of the English version at 3m40s. Neither the French nor the American version exhibits significant narrative or melodic progress during the course of the song. Both songs are an extended lament in old age about disappointments and bad decisions during life with each verse accounting for a segment of the sad story. Things began with high hopes and living life to the fullest but ultimately missed what life was really all about. The two versions diverge in their portrayal of past mis-steps but by-and-large they depict mirror images of a wastrel’s life. Regret arises from failed projects, lost relationships and the rapidly approaching end of life. Melodically, stanzas are similar with some uplift in the chorus and a more somber tone in the outgoing outro.
Kretzmer’s work with Aznavour on “Hier Encore” and “Tous Les Visages de l’Amour” (“She”) caught the ears of English producer Cameron Mackintosh (Cats, Phantom of the Opera, Miss Saigon). Kretzmer was primarily a "newspaper man" but also a part-time lyricist with remarkable gifts in the English language despite his childhood incubation in Yiddish and Afrikaans. In 1984, Mackintosh asked Kretzmer to write English lyrics for a little-known French musical "concept album" named Les Misérables written by Alain Boublil (lyrics) and Claude-Michel Schoenberg (music). It had premiered in 1980 for a short run in Paris at the Palais des Sports. Kretzmer’s adaptation expanded the show from 2 to 3 hours. Its songs, themes, characters and narrative created a global phenomenon. Les Miz opened in London in October 1985 and continues today as the longest-running West End musical in history. The success of the London show brought a 1991 Paris revival in French, and another one in Fall 2024 at the Chatelet Theater (reworked by Alain Boublil).
Verse
Yesterday, when I was young
The taste of life was sweet
As rain upon my tongue
I teased at life as if it were
A foolish game
The way the evening breeze
May tease a candle flame
Verse
The thousand dreams I dreamed, The splendid things I planned
I always built alas
On weak and shifting sand
I lived by night and shunned
The naked light of day
And only now, I see
How the years ran away
Chorus
Yesterday, when I was young
So many drinking songs
Were waiting to be sung
So many wild pleasures
Lay in store for me
And so much pain
My dazzled eyes refused to see
Verse
I ran so fast that time,
And youth at last ran out
I never stopped to think
What life was all about
And every conversation
I can now recall
Concerned itself with me, me
And nothing else at all
Verse
Yesterday, the moon was blue
And every crazy day
Brought something new to do
I used my magic age
As if it were a wand
I never saw the waste
And emptiness beyond
Verse
The game of love I played
With arrogance and pride
And every flame I lit,
Too quickly, quickly died
The friends I made all seemed Somehow to drift away
And only I am left on stage
To end the play
Verse
There are so many songs
In me that won't be sung
I feel the bitter taste
Of tears upon my tongue
The time has come for me
To pay for yesterday
When I was young, young, young
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